life is good with my favourite chocolates, jellies and blackcurrent fruitips,
especially when im figuring how to do all the @#$troublesome%!@# flash stuffs.
and very soon, i will be two size biggerrr.
maybe one day, i will die from excessive eating.
ricia says mark is coming later too,
which also means there will be good music.
good snacks plus good music. perrrfect.

and they always say,
after the rain
there'll be rainbow.
but rainbows seldom appear.

it rained very heavily today,
and became a gloomy day.
stress eating was what i did in the earlier day.
i was quite awake when i took bus eight home
and kept looking out of the window.
the roads at night, especially after the rain
looked kind of special.
bright colorful lights glaring all around
while vehicles were moving in different directions.
somehow i felt a different mood.
everything seems so happy and chilled.
but not me.

it just aint the time to break down yet.
and im trying not to.
because i know, at the end of the day,
all of us can do it.
and i shouldn't get discourage at this point of time.
thanks for the websites that ingrid found.
i felt much better after viewing the sites.
im preparing for this last lap for p3.
and i believe my class can make it too.

the morning bus is squeezy as usual.
i've managed to squeezed my way up the bus 8
and chopped a standing place right next to the bus driver.

i was digging out all my past certificates for apel submission.
i glimpsed through the certs one by one,
and i realised there's serveral random certs
that i've collected over the primary and secondary school days.
some i cant even remember what shit i had attended to have these certs.
dang dang dang.

but having old stuffs being digged out is really quite interesting
with the old memories being screened in your head
and at the same time laughing at your own silliness
while sighing upon realising how fast time has passed
and that im already a poly student who is graduating in less than a year time.
mixed feeling aye.

i flipped through my secondary school report book
and i really feel like laughing out loud.
i think i have kept myself a bit too low profile until
the comments given by my teachers were also very short and sweet.
its like.....almost the same?
and the one that hit me most is the comment on my last result slip in school,
written by my form teacher for two whole years.
"meizi has been a quiet and co-operative student for the past two years."
it may not be funny as it seems but to me,
its darn amusing after reading all the comments from sec one to four.
its like a compilation and summary of everything.

i think im really abit too co-operative and a traditional student in front of the teachers.
my god.

finally, after much planning and pre production,
our production is starting soon.
i hope it goes smoothly.
and this means that my multimedia side should be starting soon,
right after i get the images.
hectic days are coming.

i got myself a new irritating alarm clock.
and i love it cause i think its cool.
and irritating enough to wake me up.
just that, i hope i dont slam it on the floor
and also the neighbours living above me wont throw anything down
when it rings.

production starting soon.
i hope everything will be alright.
everything everything everthinggg.

sighs sighs sighs.
P3 is making us emo.
fyp's gonna drive me crazy.
after graduation maybe i will end up in woodbridge.
what else...
oh, by den i can officially become a crazy gemini,
like what those horoscope thing says about us.
literally crazy.

my phone's getting cranky. damn.
i think i dropped it on the floor too many times while the phone alarm tries to wake me up every morning.
and this poor thing is always seen on the floor or somewhere around on the bed every morning.
okays, its time to get more alarm clocks before my phone starts to die on me,
which is like choy.


i think my body clock is totally screwed.
i cant sleep for one whole week already.
and my sleeping time starts at 6am where my mum's alarm would start ringing.
i need my sleep back.

SIGHS.
i just feel like sighing.
i've got no mood to start anything
or rather i have no idea where to start from.
enlighten me.

before i forget,
im supposed to collect some stuff at simei station for pinks' marcus tomorrow night.
and i think i have forgotten the meeting time. dang.

seriously,
i hope there's a cure for my short term memory.
and i definitely need this cure urgently.

March of the Penguins is awesome.
the emperor penguins are such beautiful creatures.
so beautiful. so beautiful. soo beautiful!
unfortunately, they have to live in a harsh environment,
where quite a number of them are killed in blizzards,
as well as by other predators.



Their journeys, i must say, are interesting.
and their partings are sad.
there's this scene where some of the mother penguins lost their child when the blizzards came,
and out of desperation and unable to accept this fact,
they resort to snatching other penguins' child. T_T. so sadd.
oh wells, in conclusion, all living things suffer from hardships.
but the penguins are still very cute although they may be clumsy at times.

aw, cute!!

i need a quiet environment to do my work.
i need a place where i can do my work peacefully.
is it that hard?
why cant they understand?

and im at home.
why cant they understand?
im seriously pissed off by my own people.
HAHS!

APEL was boring.
we were basically entertaining ourselves
by passing a very portable msn window in our row.
as usual, my presentation skills sux.
my mind totally went blank.
im not a good communicator.
oh wells.

Neighbour had their wedding ceremony held downstairs.
and i just came back from their wedding buffet.
the decorations they had is cool.
black and white plus abit of silver.
its quite different from the usual yellow and green theme.
and theirs is not as noisy as the rest. heh.



just a reminder,
- p3( multimedia) timetable/schedule to be planned by tonight.

sometimes i wonder what my brain is make up of
sometimes it just feel so empty
sometimes it just feel so heavy.
but what i feel from now is that
my brain is empty without any useful ideas for p3,
not even for fyp.
its so empty empty empty,
till i felt that there's just air in the brain.

A short-cut will be the term "Brain-dead".

after few days of late nights
working on comda and report,
i finally fell sick.
okay..i sound as if im anticipating this bugfluflubug.
but no! i dont wanna fall sick.
its terrible to have blocked nose, i cant breathe properly now.